rushed back to sn right after school today. reached at around 315 and had lunch in the canteen. ahh i so miss all the nice food there! ate curry noodles which i've never eaten before in my entire four years in sn and it was super nice! i regretted not eating it last time cos i thought it will be damn spicy -_- stupid man, so wasted. anyway, went down to see the band after that. they were combining in the MPR while horns and trombones were taught by a tutor. sat at the specs stand with esther, cheng mei and joannah. spent the rest of the time guiding esther and teaching her how to open her throat more. hm she's improving lah but sometimes it goes back to the same tone again. esther, don't be too stressed k! you can do it, don't worry :) and also to the rest of the section and the band, JIAYOU too :D

left the school at 445 and ran out to catch a cab. reached vj at around 515. haha. but they were trying out the gi lah. so nothing happened.. heh heh XD and they have this special way of tying the belt. think it's quite cool :) slacked around and practised abit of the pattern. grading's next sunday! cant believe it's coming so fast. and abit from next week onwards, i have to go for tkd practices every day except wednesday and the weekends, till the competition in may. really hope all these will be over soon. i know it's gonna be damn tiring..

it's sports day tmr. like totally out of nowhere. haha. go URSA! whoo!

oh man there is tkd on thurs :/ and it's sort of made compulsory for us. which means i cant spend that much time with the section :( sob i seriously want so much to help them.. though i cant play myself now, at least i will feel less worried if i can listen to them play. ohwell, hope there's improvement now.. heard they are working super hard alr. jiayou okay :) but it's gonna be damn rush for me on that day. i end school at 155, rush back to sn, see them awhile and cab back to vj again for cca. and i estimate myself to be late for half an hour. haha. well nvm, that's the best i can do. don't think i will have the time to go back again.. and i think i will most probably pon school to watch their syf lah, provided if there are still tickets available :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELMO RUUUUUU! :D
good luck for JUDO competition tomorrow! i know you can do it :) slam your opponents like as if they are your worst enemies! SLAM BAM. hahaha. hope you enjoyed your day today! (though i know you haven't cos i'm not there XDDDD). haha j/k lah. LOVE YOU ALWAYS :D

and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER TOO -_- cant believe i actually went all the way to amk hub just to buy that two shirts for you. you better like it >:)

interact on friday was great! heh heh. ended school at around two plus and waited for audrey before heading to sunlove home near bedok int. out of the five elderlys, the man in charge gave us two to choose from. then he spent around half an hour talking about their background. both are equally pitiful. but he gave us the one who was harder to handle. when we were just about to go up to her apartment, he warned us that she has a cat at home. then cheryl and audrey started saying no and didnt want to go up. haha so he changed us to the other one but later found out that she was attached to some other group alr. in the end we got this male elderly. before that we were like praying so hard that we wont get a male one..

but things were not what we expected lah. he is a super friendly guy and is someone who is very devoted to God. he goes to church at least once a week and keeps telling us that he is very grateful to God that he is able to come so far. then he started telling us about his family and his job last time. oh man he's so poor thing. he is the only one left in his family, his wife divorced him a few years ago and one of his two daughters passed away cos of an illness. the other one comes to visit him once a month and takes hold of all his money. so he is given a certain amount of money to spend every month, which is a few hundred dollars. and she never tells him much about her own life everytime she visited him. so he's sort of like left alone in this world. he said he got 想不开 before. but after he started to read all the buddhism books about the meaning of life, he began to take things easy. and now he's a happy person, though he feels lonely sometimes. and he knows alot of 谚语 which i havent heard of before. everytime he says one which i dont know, i will pretend to nod my head like as if i understand. haha what a failure in chinese man :/ but he will translate it for us after that lah ;)

so after we left i started reflecting on myself. maybe i should learn from him lah. his entire life is like a hundred times worse than mine and yet he is still able to take it so easy. while i'm like here getting fed up almost everytime a tiny bad thing happens -_-

ahaha this sounds like a reflections essay. i dunno what made me type all these also. maybe someone who wants me to change my stupid attitude is possessing me now. haha talking crap. i think i'm too influenced by the sidney sheldon's book which i just finished reading last night lah, about multiple personality disorder. and die i think i'm gonna become a stupid nerd bookworm. cos i carry the book almost everywhere i go. it's like so nice that i can't bear to put it down and read it afterwards. haha. but i shall stop. i dont want to become a nerd :/ okay, off to fix some breakfast for myself. my maid's on off-day today.... @_@

life is hard. cant believe i'm attending ccas for four days in a row. i'm so glad that the weekends are coming soon. i seriously need a good rest. have been falling asleep during lectures especially during the pw talk yesterday. i totally just pomp my head on the table when the tchr's briefing us. by the way, i cant stand some people. some people like you. what the hell do you think you're doing? treat me like what? oh my goodness. damn pissed >:/


anyway, mieoteng! i'm worried for you. i hope you're alright now yeah :) cheer up!

oh by the way, i feel afraid for you all, really. things don't seem right now. in fact, they seem really wrong. what in the world is happening? i think maybe it's time i should step in and care. i know it's a little late. but still, i'm not gonna leave you guys alone, especially you.

this post is for two people :)



first, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY AH MAO :D i still have 6 more months before i can be as old as you. so means i'm still young, and you're old. hahahaha XD anyway sorry didnt really celebrate with you cos i'm like totally occupied during weekdays. haha i know i very gei kiang, go and join so many ccas.. maybe i will quit one lah.. then can spend more time with you guys :) anyway, i still hope that you had a great day today yeah :) hoho and wish you will stay the happy and crappy and furry (haha paiseh cannot think of any other words to rhyme XD) cat always! LOVE :D


second, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ELAINE :D wahaha i'm glad that you still haven't forgotten about this lame and stupid senior of yours yet. anyway that sms reply was very...... yes touching :) thank you :) all the best in whatever you do too! LOVE :D

went to toa payoh and met up with regina, two ex-st nics girls from the green badges and ding jie for the Inspire thing. they are quite nice people :) and at least i had regina there to crap with me, telling me about band stuff again. okay i shall not elaborate on that :/ anyway i saw abit of the campus superstar auditions! and guess what, i saw esther tan and melody plus two of their friends from st nics there. haha didnt see them sing though :/ heard they didnt get in. but the judges said esther has quite a good voice and asked her to sing another song. but she didnt sing it well enough.. ohwell, i still admire them for their courage :D i think i wont dare to go up the stage at all, it's so paiseh plus there are so many people looking at you. haha.

school officially starts tomorrow :/ eeyer the whole of next week is fully packed again. i hope i can catch up with the lectures and tutorials. havent touched my file at all during the holiday. actually i had some time here and there to catch up with work but i didnt bother to walk to my file. haha whatever. shall go watch renci now :)

tkd camp is finally over! yay i dont have to go back to school anymore this week :) didnt really do much things ytd. we had a little bit of PT and tkd training.. after that is just watching movie and playing captain's ball. but today was fun! we went out of the school to different places for food hunt! each group was given $50 budget to spend on the food. it's smth like shi zhi lu kou.. and it was damn tiring. okay shall post up all the pictures of what we ate below. ahaha i happen to have all the pictures cos they had no cam and had to use my lao pok camera phone to take.

took bus to esplanade to buy the Semi-sweet chocolate walnut cookieS from mrs fields'! that was where i saw pearlyn. she is working at a restaurant behind. haha she looks cute in that uniform xD didnt take picture of her though.. cos we were in a rush :/

SpaghettI. hoho this was where we spent most of the money at. went to pasta mania at suntec to have our proper meal :) creamy chicken :)

then we went to the food court for Ice kachanG. the picture below is our masterpiece after eating. haha.

went to the food court at marina square for our last food.. Grill fish set. and our masterpiece again.. looks like a crab with eight legs xD

and finally cos we had extra money left, so we spent it on macs ice cream! haha and this is the end of the whole food hunt thing :) a tiring but happy day :)

oh gosh, yesterday suntec was so frigging crowded. there's even like a super long queue just to go up the escalator. in the end we decided to follow jay and jaywalked across the road. haha. oh man i cant believe that i actually agreed to help that edwin guy for the inspire thing again -_- zzz. i wouldnt have picked up the call if i knew it was him.. then wl i alr told him a million times that i'm not interested in this thing... i rejected him at first but he went to ask regina to call and persuade me instead -_- hai nvm i shall make this my last time. last time k..

anyway, happy birthday zhenqin! :D haha i doubt you will come and read lah, but hope you enjoyed your day today :) heh.

went for the first part of interact camp today. it was rather...... we just went to a private hospital to perform and interact with the patients. the games and everything that's gonna be fun are happening tomorrow! i have to pangseh that and go for tkd camp instead.. but i'm looking forward to tkd camp too :) anyway my group leaders are super nice and funny! all of them were from st nics blue badges. haha. overall today was okay lah.. i got to know some crazy people :) shall continue looking forward to the days ahead :)) yay.

bought the sch uniform today! okay they said we're not supposed to alter it but well, the skirt's like damn long until it covers my knees so i have no choice but to send it for alteration. haha bad girl. nvm, i bet everyone else will alter too ;) i'm like so looking forward to wearing my new uniform! :) and i cant believe i'm starting not to like my pinafore.. getting kind of sian of it already.

hm march holidays next week. actually holiday equals to no holiday lah. i wont be at home for the first four days of the week. and i predict that i will have things on for the next three days. which means i can't really rest and enjoy properly! holy crap. i'd better cherish this holiday as much as i can cos next term's gonna be so hectic.

haha tmr i'm gonna start learning the turkish march piece myself. just printed out the score. took so long to find a free one from the net can. so cheapskate hor.. ;) actually the reason why i want to learn is becos of JR!! she played until damn nice on the piano that day that i became so motivated to learn that song! haha i hope it won't be too hard for me >.< but i know i will take years to master it lah. most of the notes are like semiquavers kind.. okay nvm gogo! :D

:'( oh man. not even a single person from our class got in through appeal. i was so down for the whole day today. no, actually i was moody throughout the entire orientation. one of them who got 9 before bonus didnt manage to get in although there were some who got 9 but could still stay. and there are many other similar cases too. hai sometimes it's so unfair. can they just take away this stupid three months thing??
there are seven new people who joined our class today. didnt really get to interact with them.. i still prefer my old class though :/ i just felt that something's missing. ohwell, think i just have to get used to it lah. things will get better i believe :') but anyway, just wanna wish them (cherish, huiching, suzanne, dom, darryl and jim) all the best in whichever jc you're in :) hope you all will adapt quickly and stay happy there. 07S64 rocks forever! :D
okay crap there is like chem test again tmr. stupid shittt. totally no mood to study now.. nvm i shall study later when i feel like it. ahahahs.


smile yizhen :))

woke up at 7 today. received an sms from JR saying that the posting results were out. went to check and, thank God i'm staying in vj :) hope that all those who are gonna appeal will be successful yeah :) good luck. hope there won't be much changes in my class too.. and i especially hope that cherish and suzanne will be able to stay. i'm sure it will be different without them around :/

yay i just finished watching the last episode of 花样少年少女 on youtube :) the ending's so dumb can.. aiyo.

orientation two tomorrow! yeah can meet new people and re-learn mass dance again :) yayness.

ytd's NY drama performance was okay lah. some parts were quite funny ^.^ bought roses for ru wei and yin! if only they were acting.. then it will be much more exciting :D haha but anyway sorry i know the roses are very thorny.. hope they dont prick your beautiful fingers. erps haha xD after the thing, waited for ru before heading to chomp chomp to eat! while waiting for her, mt was teaching me the mass dance steps in detail. i realise i dont even know how to do a single mass dance properly. ahahahahs. nvm i will try to get as many steps as can into my mind during O2. anyway, i love to eat at chomp chomp now! there are like so many different kinds of food to choose from. and all of them seem so tempting to me. didnt know what to eat, so bought a plate of popiah -_- haha like what's my problem when there are alot more better food than this. and it's like so spicy somemore.. ohwell. ru bought this super huge cup of sugar cane juice. haha i kept laughing at its size but i still kept drinking it xD ate abit of chwee kueh, laksa, satay and egg-milk tou huay. all are so yummy! had a super full stomach that night. i will go back there another day to eat more again :)

today i was out with mt, juan zhen and hian huat. jiayi and yuting were not there. actually our main purpose was to go to the career fair thing. but we realise we are abit too young to be there. many of the promoters thought we graduated from university or are looking for jobs alr. do we look that old?? lol but when we told them that we just entered jc this yr, most of them gave us the 'err' look and turned away. haha erps. lunched at food court and hian huat left first. i think we were quite evil to him just now. ohwell.. then we went to watch Dreamgirls at marina square. abit $9.50 per ticket. and it's not really that nice lah. almost fell asleep.. but i cried at the last part.. heh.


...... i'm feeling quite empty now.. don't know why also. must be because of my terrible moodswings again. nvm, songs again! :D

went to cheryl's house today! watched some of jay chou's MV and went down to play table tennis! it's much more difficult to play compared to badminton. i was rather noob at first cos i kept hitting the ball out of the table.. the table's like so small can.. haha. but after awhile i wasn't so out of target already lah. heh. okay, this morning mr chan announced that there's no school for us on tuesday. which is like, hooray. but i don't know if i should look forward to it or not.. mr lee told me during gp lesson today that i better go get an appeal letter cos there's a possibility that i can't get into vj if the cut-off point is partial four. and there's a rumour going around that it is. oh man i am so scared now. if i really get into another jc, i think i will cry very badly or something :/ ahhh -crosses fingers ://

hm. busy weekend. tmr i'm going to NY's drama performance with mieo and on sunday i will be going to the career fair at suntec with the taekwando people. hopefully all of them can make it lah :) it's our first outing. heh :)

i think i shall stop worrying about the JAE posting results for now. don't want to spoil my mood for the next few days. so i shall go and listen to songs now~ they will cheer me up :)


i wanna know 你行不行
you gonna know 别怀疑你自己的本领
you gonna know 我是冠军
you gonna know, we got to show.

hahaha XD